I cried last night. They were tears of thankfulness and appreciation.
I have had couple of not-so-great, emotional days filled with impulsive, immature actions. I could blame the Mercury retrograde but instead I decided to blame myself and thank the Mercury for the opportunity to learn.
We tend to be so hard on ourselves. We forget that we are constantly learning, and sometimes we may be fast at making the right realizations and follow with the right changes... and sometimes we may be so, so, so slow at that.
I don't know about you, but I am a perfectionist by the stars aligned in my chart. I don't choose to be one. In fact, I would not describe myself as one. But stars don't lie... and as much as I would like not to be a perfectionist, it manifests on subconscious level through impossible expectations and lots, lots of self-critique.
But last night I did something different.
I grounded myself, I said my thank yous, and I decided to forgive myself. And I experienced something incredibly beautiful.
I felt the Divine connect with me and feed me infinite motherly and fatherly love. I felt it say: "It's OK, child. You are learning and you are doing a beautiful job. I AM PROUD OF YOU."
This unconditional, motherly and fatherly love that feeds us the moment we decide we want to be fed. It tells my story of self-love.
I want you to know that all you need to do to forgive yourself and trust yourself again, is decide that you want to. Focus your heart on how much you want to love yourself. Don't you want to?... all you need to do is put your hand on your heart and decide that this time, I will. This time I won't judge myself. I won't hate myself. This time. I WILL TRUST MYSELF. And I will love myself.
And that moment, it all flows into you from our beautiful, loving Creator. You REMEMBER how much you are loved.
Have a very forgiving, self-loving weekend, my brothers and sisters. And many, many blessings to you. 💛🌌🌠 #soulguidance